Wednesday, March 18, 2015

“I'm the most terrific liar you ever saw in your life. It's awful. If I'm on my way to the store to buy a magazine, even, and somebody asks me where I'm going, I'm liable to say I'm going to the opera. It's terrible.” -The Catcher in the Rye

Hey loves
I finally caught up on my sleep last night, but I have to study tonight so tomorrow I'll be dead on my feet again. Sigh.
On the bright side I'm learning about C- the programming language, which is awesome.

About my eating today:
3 cups of peas 339 + 200
2 cups of yogurt  163
Irish cappuccino 220(? I found it online, but with cream and I didn't have cream on mine)
total: 922

I guess I should be happy as long as I am not over 1000, but I can't help but beat myself over the cappuccino thing. I'm so stupid. Why do I do that to myself?



Anyway, a friend, ToothyGrin, is sleeping over. Right now, he's sitting across from me, studying something about law, and he thinks I'm writing a code for college.
The worst part is that he believes me without question and I lie to everyone so much.
I often catch myself spacing out when he talks to me. It's not that I'm not interested in what he has to say, it's just that I can't help it.
I have a strangely wired brain. One word is enough to send me spiraling into a train of thought that ends so far away from the original subject. I think of my brain as a stray alley cat.

Much love <3

1 comment:

  1. you're a little cute, aren't you?

    nah. you're very cute. very very cute.

    cream can add on 100-150 cals so that sounds like a safe bet. a cap is usually around the 80-100 calorie region anyway due to how its prepared. it's the lowest calorie coffee variations of all (not including black, of course).

    hey, i gotta tell you something: just because he doesn't know some parts about you doesn't make you a bad person. just because you space out a little sometimes doesn't make you a bad person. so don't feel like one. it's okay, sweetie.

    people that you should call friends should accept little things about you, you know?

    -Sam Lupin

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