Hey lovelies.
Sorry I've been missing out on your wonderful blogs.
My life is kind of a mess.
I gained all the weight I lost (again).
And now I stand at 157.6 ibs.
I just want to die.
Over eating.
Over exercising.
Not purging though.
I don't know really.
When I started to gain the weight, I was afraid that I was going to disappoint you.
So I didn't post.
Then I promised myself that I would post as soon as I go back to 145 again *I reached that one around the 20th September*.
But the weight never went down.
In a month + a few days I gained 12 pounds of fat. I feel disgusting.
And here we go again from here.
My plea's in.
It's your turn to judge.
