“I mean if there was any justice in the world you wouldn't even have to go to school during your period. You'd just stay home for five days and eat chocolate and cry.”

Hey loves
I have a lot of things to report today but I'm too tired to type much, so I'll just stick with my intake for today:

4/3 cup of mixed vegetables  260
2/3 cup of chicken  300
2 cups of yogurt   265
1 cup of nougat coffee  170
Total:   995

I'm going up on my calorie intake. It's awful.
I have to go down to 700.
I hate this.

I could barely function without coffee this morning so I just had to buy it, because I spent 8 hours at college and I would be dead on my feet again without it.
I know it's not an excuse, but I needed that.

And when I came back, I had was so hungry, it wasn't even funny.
I heated up a lot of food and just started shoveling it in.
I stopped after two cups though, thank God.

I guess my hungry hungry shovel food attacks are due to the monthly fairy's visit these days, but I wish I could stop myself.

I mean I understand that my BMR slightly goes up when I'm on my period, and I understand that I need the nutrition with my exams coming up, but I thought I had better control over myself than that.

Much love <3