It’s just that…I think that some things are meant to be broken. Imperfect. Chaotic. It’s the universe’s way of providing contrast, you know?

Hey loves

It's been a really rough week.
I ate like a small whale.
I like to blame it on stress because of school, but deep deep down I know that's not it.
I was simply too out of control.
I hope this won't happen again anytime soon.
The good side? I haven't binged OR purged in quite some time.

As for my eating:

500ml milk                  170
2 scoops shake           120
140g orange                 66
half cup rice                130
50g chicken                 58
(I checked this one 1000 times)
1 cup vegetable           60
3 slices french bread  180

So all in all 784 kcal, 53g protein, 115g carbs, 14g fat.

Seems like I'm getting better at starving myself, if we don't count last week.

I haven't stepped on the scale in a while. I will tomorrow.
I hope the results aren't horrible.

I had my measurements taken on Saturday in the club.
In the last week I lost 5.5 cm, which is awesome.
I still don't feel good though.
I don't really know why is that.

Love you <3