Hey loves...
Today was ok.
I am running on empty.
It makes me feel strangely high.
Like Mount Everest high.
Still banned from the scale AND the gym.
I have a solution for the gym thing.
I probably told you that mom's holiday is over.
So I'll just sign up tomorrow and go exercise while she's at work.
My parents are divorced, so no daddy to watch me and my brother just doesn't care about what I do with my body.
Why didn't I think of it sooner?
I realized that I haven't posted my New Year resolutions, so here goes:
1. Be 123 by the 17th of June *my 18th birthday
2. Drink 2 l of water daily
3. Exercise at least 3 times a week
4. Make 1200 the top limit for food *I have never ever gone over 5000, even on bp days
5. Keep up the straight A's thing
6. Post at least once in 3 days
7. Be more tidy
8. Study more
9. Finish the ABC
10. Get up earlier
11. No eating after 6 pm
12. No bread, meat (chicken, turkey, fish are exceptions) or sweets
13. Be satisfied with my results on 31st December 2013
Stay strong loves <3
Comments:
EnglishRose I meant myself. :D
Trust me love, you so wouldn't want them in PE..
I guess you're right.
xox
TinyRose I don't know. Sometimes it feels so wrong this feels safe. I feel like I am destroying myself by doing this but today was so easy, so effortless... I am beginning to think I don't actually need food, which is irrational and absurd. I am losing it. A lot of it, it seems.
Fat Piggy Thanks honey. I'm not really that tall (thanks whoever invented heels) but I'm glad you think I'm model potential. ;) xox
Ednos Linny Don't try to get yourself out of it now. :P
Mom and me are 24 years apart so I get where you're coming from.
Thanks. xox
WinterA I know. I saw when you stopped posting for a while. You are great motivation btw.
I can post. And I WILL go to the gym. And I WILL buy a scale as soon as I get my scholarship.
xox
Kate Thanks love xox
Great resolutions
ReplyDeleteI've no doubt you will keep them all or at least some of them, the important ones
Stay lovely x
omg as if ur only 18 :0 i thought u were older than that! u write way more maturely than i do and im 21 this year
ReplyDeletefeel sooo old :'(
anyway some of ur new years resolutions need tweaking a bit just so u can achieve them for example study more make sure u write a revision timetable and stick to it etc etc
:)
ive just joined the gym i have my induction in like an hour im so scared! anyone having to see my ugly body on a treadmill deserves a warning im so fat and podgy :(
hope u manage to do what u want to do without ur mum telling u otherwise
much love honeyy
xx
i don't know if you get my comments at all because i keep scrolling and not seeing my name and i know Jude has the same problem
ReplyDeleteanyway i'm trying to comment as anon and see if it works!
and awww all that gym makes me feel depressed and i'm kinda sad your brother doesn't give a fuck.
123, love?
for my birthday, i just want to be 150-152. it would be a DREAM if i was under 150. 147-149. that would be a dream. :3 i'm trying to go by it as slow as possible. my birthday on the 1st of April.
-Sam Lupin
aww, your resolutions sound so good! i'm sure you can achieve them and will be happy on 31st january 2013 :) xo.
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