Hello loves...
I've got some good and bad news...
Bad first?
Still overeating.
+1723
Still overexercising.
-2000
Anything new in the ED department?
Oh yes, purging came back full force.
I'm trying to stop it though.
So tell me what you want, what you really really want?
I wanna, I wanna, I really really wanna nice teeth.
So I HAVE to stop
Good news?
In the negativeeeee :)
Total: -277
My weight has dropped to 154.8
I don't think it will last, but we'll see.
November resolutions:
1. No binging
2. No purging
3. No eating after six pm
4. No eating bread
5. Goal weight 145 *preferably 140*
6. Goal measurements waist: 75 bust: 98
7. Goal intake 800 *preferably 500*
8. Goal water intake 2l *preferably more*
9. Goal exercise anything over 1000
10. Goal steps 5000 at least
11. Keep up the good grades in school.
I'm in my "I hate the world" mood right now.
Everyone makes me insane and I finally believe in the whole PMS syndrome.
Good I want to claw and bite at everyone so badly.
Be a good kitty is a really hard concept for me right now.
I hope you've had a few better days...
Stay strong lovelies <3
Comments:
Sammy I swear, you'll make me watch Glee so I can keep up with your posts... xD
Not helping. Your motivation. Or mine.
I judge myself enough for all of you. But thanks, it means a lot. <3
Believers, more often than not, burn up too caught up in their dreams.
Oh, trust me I know fat when I see it. Flabby, ugly, causing the gag reflex. Fat.
All the money I had, I spent it in good company <3 <3 <3
K Oh, I won't lose it. I'll kill it and then burn the bridges, so it can't come back. xDD
Emma Thanks Love. Watching you is an inspiration. We started at the same weight, remember? ;) <3
At least you're exercising. I haven't properly exercised in weeks :p :/ I need to work on that.
ReplyDeleteI do remember <3 And soon enough you'll be right up on me again ^_^ <3
I get in those moods too. :p Just hold the claws back on the people you care about, lol! And take care! <3
-Emma
See I tend to eat like crazy without the other...It gave me a migraine last time. I like the post though, gives me inspiration for one to help organize what I want out of my weight loss. I've lost 13 pounds so far...But the depression thing really makes it hard cuz my mind wants comfort and it's like food, chocolate, anything to make me feel better. :p I really have cut back, but I'm trying to force myself to hardly eat, cuz i stress about eating and then i eat cuz I'm stressed! A stupid cycle that makes me think eating isn't worth it...maybe a juice diet or something...I love the moving pics by the way, they just make me laugh! Speaking of exercise I guess I shud go exercise now.
ReplyDeleteSending you hope, faith and love x
ReplyDeletei dont' think you're that easy to let go of, gorgeous.
ReplyDeleteoverexercising is a hot thing. and your intake is not as bad as you think, gorgeous.
purging is a bitch that likes to suck cock for fun.
omgosh. whai
whai do you do this to me
omgosh. 154.8. i wish i can see that again.
that black and white gif makes me have feelz.
omgosh. 75 cm. that's like 29.5 inches. OMGOSH. do you know that's my waist size when i hit 153?! :)
148 is my 28.5 inch waist. fffff i need that again.
sorry. kitty makes me think of things we can do in bed.
OMGOSH. I RECOMMEND GLEE.
babe. im pretty sure if you were someone else, you wouldn't see yourself as fat.
i see obese people and still think i weigh more than them. fuck.
-Sam Lupin