Well, it takes one to know one.... Kid, I think you've got it bad...

How can I say that I have an eating disorder when I eat so much? 
How can I say I have a disorder when I’m not even underweight? 
Not even near being underweight? 
How can I say that? 
I feel like I’m an insult to everyone who has a real disorder, because I just feel like mine isn’t real.
I feel like a mockery.

I'm back under 150. 

Still a failure though.

Breakfast: Plate of fried zucchini

Lunch: A packet of frozen cherries

I saw P on Sunday.
He looked like a shirtless dream.
He laughed and smiled and ran and never said hi.

And besides, he has a girlfriend.
Nothing special, most of my friend said.
Still thinner than me, I muse.
So I can't help but wonder..
If I were thinner...

I guess not.

No one ever knew how.

The end.

Weight goal: 130 by 23 July.
Don't tell me is unrealistic.
I know that already.
I just need hope.

Comments:

Emma Phoenix: I also thought that the dream-catcher is amazing and also, I like it as a symbol. 


Ednos Linny: Don't give me ideas... :P


WinterA: Nothing. Nada. Zilch. Zero information on the nutrition. I stopped buying them anyway. xD
Btw congrats on your weight loss 
PS. I would kill the 12 year-old. She seems really rude.


Sleepwalker: Thanks honey... xoxo


Remie: Awesome. Keeping my fingers crossed for both of us. :)


Ahava: That's exactly the problem. They taste great. xD


EnglishRose: Thanks petal (Pun very much intended) :)
I'll try to keep that in mind. <3