I've changed the name of the blog...
I felt it fit me better than the previous one..
Anyway not much too report.
I only have two grades that aren't done with and that would be Chemistry and Psychology and then I'm done. D.O.N.E.
Next week is going to be all sunshine and heat and we're not allowed to wear anything but long pants and t-shirts. It will be hell. Hell, I tell you... :)
Obviously I'm in a good mood but I feel guilty for being in a good mood.
Especially since my ABC diet hasn't started yet and I weighed myself.
*152.2 Horror, but that was after I ate and drank a ton of water*
Oh, about the eating...
1 cooked potato 1181 piece of fish 84
3 pieces of toast 3*77=231
1 sour milk (6% fat) 182
3 lemons 24*3=72
3 tbsp honey 64*3=192
1 tbsp hot pepper 17
Total: 896 cal
Okay, I didn't go over 1000 but I still feel like a failure....
I must be insane because with this weight my BMR is 1542.
I'm eating 2/3 of it and it's just... ugh
I wish I was normal. Really.
Comments:
@WinterA:I've obviously messed up. Again. Trust me, my mom is always like that. It's like she can't stand anyone thinner or prettier than her. I hate that. How was "tomorrow" for you??
@Sleepwalker:
Oh, I do.... :*
@Venus:
Long live magic...xDD Btw I miss your stories.... I love reading your writing... Please post them again??
@Englishrose:
Try weeks?? :)
@Ahava:
Gifs? Gotta love tumblir.. ;) I used to purge but I try not to do it anymore... I did. And it almost made me cry... But you were right, it made me stop binging for the rest of the day.. thanks <3 <3
Stay strong lovelies.. <3
:) I have those days where I wish I were normal too.. good luck with the ABC I know you can get to where you wanna be! Gah I hate being all hot and sticky.. I just hate the heat unless its from my radiator or fire place :) much love <3 xx
ReplyDeleteHello there, I was hoping your mom wasn't like that but apparently I was wrong.
ReplyDeleteSounds like you are doing great today my um yesterday is bad. Could have been better. I had some Mexican something something and then later on I had god I can't remember at this point but it was a lot of calories.
I didn't do good today either like I original planned. Between not being good enough for the other job I wanted I had two slices of pizza and some noodles. So yeah my day sucked.
Good luck with the ABC. I just started and I'm only on day 2 so far, but I've got to say it's effing hard. I'm sure you'll do great and will definetly last longer than me :p
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