I also don't care.
So why do you want to hurt me so bad??
Anyway, now that that's over with, I'm going to tell you what a oh-so-horrible day I've had.
I. can't. stop. eating.
I have no idea why.
I know I'm not hungry.
And I stop myself from opening the cupboards.
And then not 15min later I catch my hands stuffing my face with basically anything and everything.
It's like I am stuck in a nightmare.
Trapped.
Also my mother keeps triggering me...
I think I've lost some weight. *does a spiral in front of me. I pretend not to notice*
Have you eaten all that food? You're going to get fat.
Here. Take the chocolate. God knows you don't eat anything anyway.
And we go in a circle from there..
About my weight? No idea. Haven't stepped on the scale in more than a week.
To be perfectly honest, I am afraid to.
But on Monday morning I will.
I have to.
I love you.
So much.
I may not comment on your blogs, but I read them.
I simply don't know what to say.
I understand though.
Stay strong lovelies <3
Hey there. I am sorry to hear you day is not going well. I am sitting here eating some mickey d's. * holds sweet tea in the air to toast *
ReplyDeleteWe are going to be okay. We missed up. It will be okay. We will do better tomorrow. Our body and minds will not win. We are going to overcome and knock this weight out of the park.
You must have lost weight for your mom to be acting like that. I know my mom only got like that when I started to get small. Then she started trying to shove food in my face as if to mess me up. Smh
I hope tomorrow is better for you. I know tomorrow will be super for me.
Hope you feel better soon honey xx
ReplyDeleteThat moment when you're so full you might puke if you stuff in the last bite, and then you do. I'm there girl.
ReplyDeleteI am trying to comment while not having enternet so right now I am using magic to comment on your blog. *Trying hard*
xoxo I believe in you! You can do it!
<3 <3 <3
we all have those kinda days tomorrow is a fresh start
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i love how you use gifs in your blog. it honestly makes me so happy :D try to get rid of some of that food? I guess you can't control what your family buys though, huh? I have that same issue :/ A piece of advice? Weigh yourself. it does work.makes you want to avoid food and workout like crazy. terrifying, but worth it :)
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