My period stopped.
Yay me.
I saw a doctor weeks ago. He has no idea what's wrong with me.
Oh well...
I have no idea what's wrong with me in general, so this came as no surprise.
I have no idea what's wrong with me in general, so this came as no surprise.
Anyway I'm still chained to the bed.
So far today I've managed to avoid eating as much as they would like but I am not satisfied.
700ml of chocolate milk 7*63=441
3 pieces of bread 200
a meal my mother makes 140
I am not going to allow them to stuff me anymore.
I draw the line at 781.
I still think it's too much but I'm ok with it as long as it's under 1000.
Note on the weight: Im still just under 70.
About the summer camp? xD
Have you ever heard of Petnica?
It's a small village near the town of Valjevo.
A science center for highschoolers is built there.
I go on a program called EBH *experimental biology and chemistry*
We basically work a lot there and learn quite a few interesting things.
For example... Ever heard of Quantum levitation-locking? No? Google it. It's fascinating.
I sound like such a nerd, don't I?
I can't help it.
I love science.
I love understanding things.
Back to what happened at the camp.
I had a lovely time and a lot of fun.
The only problem I had was connected with eating.
Fact is, we have an eating disordered girl in our group.
Based on looking I would say she's an undiagnosed anorexic.
I would diagnose myself as EDNOS.
So everyone was on lookout for everyone's eating habits.
I almost went insane because I planned on fasting most of the time.
Instead I was forced to eat more than necessary which resulted in me gaining weight.
I hate my life.
Oh and Englishrose I hope you weren't talking about me in your last post.
Stay strong loves <3
I had a lovely time and a lot of fun.
The only problem I had was connected with eating.
Fact is, we have an eating disordered girl in our group.
Based on looking I would say she's an undiagnosed anorexic.
I would diagnose myself as EDNOS.
So everyone was on lookout for everyone's eating habits.
I almost went insane because I planned on fasting most of the time.
Instead I was forced to eat more than necessary which resulted in me gaining weight.
I hate my life.
Comments:
Girls, thank you. Even though I said I don't want a pity party, your comments mean a lot.Oh and Englishrose I hope you weren't talking about me in your last post.
Stay strong loves <3
Oh yay they stopped! woop. glad they did hun.. and no I love geekiness its the best most attractive thing in the world and its good to be passionate about your interests! <3 Glad you had a good time, at least maybe now your family wont be too strict on you cos your periods gone ??
ReplyDeleteMuch love xx
no honey dw
ReplyDeletescience camp does sound geeky but u sound reallly clever of which im envious! im sure you are destined for great things my love
xx