Heaven can wait, we're only watching the skies...

Sorry about disappearing of the face of the Earth.
My parents took away my digital scale because "It's unhealthy to measure yourself that often, kitten"
I almost went insane without it.
I bought a new one though. I keep it under my bed now.
It's in kg and it's a regular one so I'm kind of pissed of.

Anyway, since today is the 15th, it's official weigh in day.
This morning I was exactly 67 kg
*147.7, for those of you who measure in ibs*
I was happy but I want to be at least 65 by the 23rd *which is the next weigh in day*

Change in measurements:
Neck: 35cm - 35cm
Arm: 29cm - 28cm
Wrist: 17cm - 17cm
Bust: 102cm - 100cm
Waist: 81cm - 79cm
Hips:  94cm - 92cm
Thigh: 57cm - 56cm
Calf: 40cm - 40cm
Ankle: 24 cm - 24cm

Oh I almost forgot:

Mom said this to me the other day:

I eat like a pig.

I went to the friend's birthday party.
Everyone kept staring at me.
I felt like on display.
MY GOD.
As if I don't know I'm fat.
They could have tried to make the staring less obvious.

P broke up with his girlfriend.
At least I think he did.
Is it awful that it makes me unbelievably happy?

When I sleep, I dream.
I usually remember the dreams.
They are very vivid and in them I am enough.
Can you blame me for wanting to be Snow White for the rest of my life?

Comments:

Emma If, by any chance, you don't achieve the goal for September, I am going to lock you into the gym until you do, and you have my permission to do the same to me. <3

The lovely bones You have a personal support system in me whenever you need it. Stay strong lovely <3

WinterA I get that you are older than me but I WILL boss you around until you reach that 180. You're doing great <3


I am in a bossy mood right now.
Love you to bits ladies <3