I guess I've had a rough few days.
Ate tuna and bread for breakfast. Trying to ignore the numbers in my head.
And the voices.
"Eat, eat, eat"
"Don't, don't, don't"
THIS is hell.
I weighed in yesterday.
148.2.
I am such a failure.
Friday, April 13, 2012
Come on skinny love just last the year... Pour a little salt, we were never here...
I guess I've had a rough few days.
Ate tuna and bread for breakfast. Trying to ignore the numbers in my head.
And the voices.
"Eat, eat, eat"
"Don't, don't, don't"
THIS is hell.
I weighed in yesterday.
148.2.
I am such a failure.
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Aw babes, I'm sorry. Hope you feel better soon, take care xx
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry. Things always get worse before they get better and I wonder if that applies for pro Ana stuffs too...
ReplyDeleteHope you feel better soon and good luck!
Do yourself a favor and smile just once today okay?
Luv you <3
Don't beat yourself up because you're complaining sweetie, I'm willing to bet that everybody loves to complain. I'm the queen of complaints, it's a venting mechanism and makes the hard stuff easier to deal with. Don't compare your situation to somebody else's, like "their situation is worse than mine so I shouldn't be feeling this", that's not helpful at all. Just because someone has it worse than you doesn't make your situation or feelings wrong or unjust, if it upsets you - it's important, okay babes? <3 :) About the allergies, sometimes even I can't believe I actually have that many health problems, haha. But it's just one of those things; it's a hassle, but I'm used to it:) Be safe xx
ReplyDeleteWoah, didn't mean to write a novel in your comment field, haha, sorry! xx
DeleteI don't mind :D I love your comments :D xoxo
DeleteSay I was just thinking... wouldn't it be easier to have multiple personality disorder so you didn't have to live with both voices at once? >.<
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